Hello, I’m Anne it can be Maan or Cathy in some ways but much better if it’s simple as Maan.
My life is full of shit, negative vibes, stupidities, sins, and melodramatic scenes everywhere. Yes, a clumsy at times of unexpected circumstances, cries easily with those things that’s not so important to her literally, but figuratively kills her emotions. Imperfect at all ways and still doesn’t know how to aggregate all the confidence she needed for her to be seen by others. Still hoping for the best to come and save her with these unexplained thoughts.
I’m full of insecurities and I’m drowning everyday because of it. Even though I look fine and happy, there are still things that makes me feel anxious and so conscious about my ways. I have a big temple, which makes me feel concerned about it, especially everytime the wind is blowing so hard outside and I need to keep my bangs in place to hide it, I don’t have a billionaire smile, my eyes are not flashy, I don’t have a porcelain skin, living with poor height, and I have a low self esteem. Sometimes I envy those beautiful girls in their inside and outside traits. They’re so perfect to me, especially If I find them smart too, that’s a badass kicking personality.
Well, I doubt that there’s a perfect person, imperfections are carved in our system since the day we are born. No one is perfect though. That’s why even though my insecurities sometimes eats me, I still feel happy about how I made myself to be me right now. Cause there’s no other Anne/Maan in this world that could replace me. I just need to love myself and try to raise my self esteem step by step until I reach the peak. No one doesn’t know those things I can do better than them. I just need to be me and feel loved by other people in a truest way.
Hi! I’m Anne. :)
Hello. I’m Mary Anne, commonly know as Maan, Anne, and Cathy. Living in this world for 17 years. Her first cry was heard last September 10, 1994. She was the oldest daughter in her family. Permanently staying here at Muntinlupa City. A 3rd year college and taking up Bachelor of Science in Information and Technology (BSIT) at Informatics International College — Northgate Campus. A simple and ordinary filipina who looks for her true happiness. This blog will speak for itself.
I live with fear of God. The courage that keeps me going was my only way to stay strong with all these fuzzy circumstances that comes in my life. I don’t care what other people say about me, especially to those people that doesn’t like me. Don’t bother to say something negative about me, because you don’t have any idea who I really am in reality. Just focus in yourself and live in the right way.
I do have goals in life. I don’t easily give up into something if I didn’t tried my best. Failures and Errors teaches me on how I’ll manage to find a solution to them, so that If I encountered them again I can easily manage myself. I’m 60% optimistic and 40% pessimist. Everybody knows that there’s a weak part of me, but no one knows how strong I am to survive all of that weaknesses in my life.
- FAMILY, even though sometimes I can’t get enough appreciation from them, I still love them in all my heart and soul. I’m so lucky they’re my family, a family who gave all the things that I need and taught me how to be productive until now.
- BESTFRIENDS, they are the one who help me build myself with all these years. All the zigzag path I take, they were always there to help me. I’m not what I am right now because of them, after all the bad and good things that happened, they’re still loving me for what I am. The precious gift from God, the rare diamonds in Earth, the beautiful stones at the beach, my friends for a life time. <3
- POKNAT, My dearest wacky boyfriend. We’re committed with each other since November 23, 2010. I was so lucky to have him in my life. No words can express how much I love him. With all those bad situations in my life, God still gave me someone to be with. A man who will put all my worries away, who will fix my broken heart, who will put a smile on my lips, who will let me laugh everyday, who will never let me down, and the man that will never leave me until the end. <3 Even though he’s not perfect, I still love his imperfections just like how he love mine. <3
- GOD ♥ —- My savior, My Father and My GOD. Sobra sobra yung passion ko kay God. I always thank him for everything He gave me! Hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ko siya papasalamatan in a big way. Siya kasi yung laging nag papakalma sa akin kapag masama loob ko sa mundo. Siya yung nag papatahan sa akin kapag nasa silent cry situation ako. Siya yung laging tumutulong sa akin tuwing exams kapag na memental block ako. Siya yung nagiging takbuhan ko kapag may problema ako. Siya yung nakikinig sa mga nararamdaman. Mahal na mahal na mahal ko si God. NO WORDS CAN MEASURE HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME AND THE WAY I LOVE HIM. ♥
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